I love you dad

Dear Dad,

I don’t know how and how to give it a start and how will I end it too. You have given me so much that expressing it with my pilot, not possible at all.

Let’s start with a compliment:
“If GOD is SALMAN KHAN, than my DAD is RAJNIKANTH ”

Dad I still remember, the day you bought me that paddle car and I was the only one to have that car in the locality.

And how could I forget that, when on my birthday you ordered that ice-cream walla to sale ice-cream for free and you would pay. I could still visualize that moment, that people whom we don’t know even were enjoying your ice-cream party.

Sending me to the top most school of the city when you were going through your tough time and struggling with the financial crisis. But you never let me face the heat of that bitter time. You always kept me hidden under the coldness of your love and care.

You are the one who have given pictures to my every single word even before I speak to you. Bringing like hell a lot of things just after I took it out it from my mouth only. Further which I stopped telling you what I want because I afraid that you would again bring other things along with it and mom would scold me.

I remembered when I asked you for a sketch pen but you brought all the magic colour pens, wax colour and yes poster colour which even I didn’t know how to use them.

But that small child was unable to understand love and care behind the things you did for me that time. But now I am gone bigger, now I could understand everything. Now how could easily see how much I got pamper. How much love and care I have been getting since my childhood days.

I know you were going through your tough time when I was in my junior classes but you never broken that continuity of bringing gifts for me.

I remember when you use to come back home late at night but you never forgot to bring that favourite ‘MEWAD CONE’. Even after I got asleep, you used to make me awake and make me eat when even my eyes were not properly opened.

But I have not remember any single day, the time you scolded me up except for one when I have not given my name for the school’s GOA TRIP. And what you just said-“you will not miss a single school trip”. Is there anything for which you have stopped me from doing?? But luckily No …
You never asked me why I need this money, what all am I doing. You were never strict to me at all.

But now it is my time to make my dad proud and to give you a tribute for the things you have done for me.

I am very thankful to god that he has given me world’s bestest father like you and I would say you are god before god to me.

I hope every son would get such a wonderful soul as his father.
Love you dad !!

P.S – happy father’s day.

child - i'm frustrate.

ARGH!
Why did you bestow me with the patience, to wait for the right time, when there is no right time thing you have made for me .your theory is only for those who are already enjoying all the luxuries and assets.
Can’t you see me?? GOD…
Can’t you just see people around me??
Why am I not born in some TATA/BIRLA when my dreams are far big than all of them.
What so wrong that I have done in my past lives that I’m facing all these shits when I’m supposed to fly high in the sky with the velocity of my wishes and dreams.
I have just passed my graduation school but under the pressure of some hundred people who have already planned lots of things from the money I will earn.
Head of the family is expecting a transversal just after the completion of studies and planning to gift things to their loved ones and that also from the money I’ll earn.
Is for that reason have I given birth??
My childhood is spoiled with the taunts as I’m responsible for all the wrong things happened. Age when you can’t even spell pressure and burden correctly but you were carrying it with only one sentence in your head that I have to do it because dad has said this.
I have never been treated as a child but as a plant which will turn into a fruitful day someday.
Is for this reason, have I taken birth??
God! Just wanted to ask when you have already decided everything for me than why did you give the courage to fight with all these. I don’t understand why you want me to fight and struggle every single minute.
Is that you want me to die with all those limitless tries and with a last memory of a LOOSER. I just can’t fight anymore. What you just get out of giving me all these cuts every alternate day, why don’t you murder me in a single attempt. Why am I living such a bitter Life. Dude I’m not that strong to face your challenges anymore. I’m not that political even to get through all these easily.
I’m just tired of your so cold things called “part of life”. Leave me and focus some strong guy who knows all these politics. Murder me or leave me but I’m tired of these little pains every night.
Don’t I have right to fight for atleast one complete day without insecurity about my career and future.
My ancestor have lived a million dollar life but as I born you called all of them above with their million dollars and left a stony bed for me.
As I’m the biggest enemy of you, Is it??
Its been 22 years now, I also have the right to smile all the time and add hell a lot of joy to my life without this complex mesh of hopes and expectations around me.
There are millions of people in this world and you got me only to target. I’m just tired of taking all these challenges.